Well, tomorrow we see how it all turns out. I know it’s most likely not the end of anything, more of a beginning I suppose. But one more day and we get to see how all it all works in front of an audience. I have no idea whether they’ll laugh or cry. Or yawn. But there’s nothing more can be done now, except maybe try to get a good night’s sleep. Not much I can say about it all, really. Either this is the stupidest thing I’ve ever done, or the coolest. And quite possibly both. All I know for sure is that at the moment my opinion is pretty much useless.
The predominant culture around here teaches us that our feelings are of supreme importance, everything else is supposed to be purely secondary. That message comes at us in so many ways, we’re hammered with it again and again until we don’t even think about it anymore, it just becomes part of the air we breathe. But in my life I have experienced more than one set of circumstances where that’s simply not true. Here’s another one.
Doesn’t mean I mustn’t pay attention to those feelings. I just know better than to let them drive just now.
So at the moment the best thing I can do is try to get some sleep. Thanks for your support, friend. No way I could have come this far without it.
Wish us luck, eh?